Crying Out Loud


   

Crying out loud basically speaks for itself simply saying crying out loud really mean anything such as rape, getting bully, afraid , seeking for attention or even get child abuse and adult abusive relationships. But the moral of the story is everything you going through actually sit there and asks yourself would you let someone disrespect you as a person or even put their hands on you regardless of the situation male or female no matter who was right or wrong abusive can always end up deadly regardless of the sex. I feel as though when a women finally get a man that’s taking care of her showering her with gift etc. then after 6 months of a good relationship and good vibes the tables turns either because as a man he got jealous or he was cheating and just start using you because he knew he had you lock down. That many abusive relationship depends on the situation and if its male or female but there shouldn't be any abuse going on regardless that's not the way to handle things.


Seriously no matter what the situation could be as men we get jealous. A man duty for a women is to provide and take care of the kids and be a stay at home mom and secure herself as a women and also provide and take care the husband. Crying out loud as a young child I did things to get attention it was things that a 5 year old shouldn’t be doing just being hard headed, but let me tell it I wasn’t bad I only did things to get attention because I was hurting inside I was always pick on in school got called out my name such as “FAGGOTS”, gay, punk etc called bullying. I mean at that age who wants to go through pain and hurt at that age I didn’t know what GAY mean I was just being what God created me to be which is brave, smart, strong but most of all a leader regardless of what they say they talked about Jesus and he died for all of our sins that’s what my mama always told me. Never be afraid to be you forget what people say because god made how he wanted.

What a summer experience......... 

Why plan for Summer break I mean it never goes the way you want it to go it’s always something. We all had that one time when we did something that was gone benefit you and your life. Well last year I went to Baton Rouge for an internship and while attending that internship I met many new people I made many new lifelong friends while in Baton Rouge I always did service projects gave back to the community and fellowship as BBQ, Music, Dance etc.

 Over the summer I realized that this could be the place for me to start my career and a new name for myself such as networking, journalist, photographing and more the new station down south is very cool and lit I would love to be a part of the culture and experience making history with the City of Baton Rouge. The food is amazing it makes me feel like I’m at home in Memphis, TN  you can’t go to New Orleans without going on Bourbon Street that’s just not right you got to get the whole experience best time of your life.

 After undergrad I been thinking about maybe going to LSU or SU I haven’t made up my mind both schools is amazing but, I feel I should try something new because my 4 years being in college has been the best 4 of my life and no SHADE to any of my black college students I have to get out of the habit of the all black culture as like acting we the only ones that lives on earth it’s like this if you have work at a fast food restaurant anything necessary is possible. I even went to go see the capital so this summer I plan on finishing strong because when the fall gets here its go time graduate status than i'ma be saying what a college experience.

I feel like I have did my time of being a part of an HBCU I am proud to be graduating soon from a black college next up it’s a university remember I said we have to change up the culture of the world that’s what I mean I feel that where the money is at we as black students we should be lifting one another up instead of bringing one another down. am glad I had the opportunity of being a part of the Baton Rouge, LA experience it made me open to people better such as making conversation and participating in group projects etc. I guess you can  it brought me out my shell more I don’t know ever since I was little I had my guard up but since I been in college it made me become a better person.  

                          
March 9 1997- Biggie Smalls


In 1997, Gangsta rapper TheNotorious B.I.G. (Christopher
Wallace) was killed in a still-unsolved drive-by shooting in Los Angeles; he was 24, The 24-year-old rapper, who had earned rave reviews and big sales in giving voice to the violent edge of the streets, was declared dead at Cedars-Sinai Medical Center at 1:15 a.m. His body was identified Sunday afternoon at the Los Angeles coroner's office by his ex-wife, singer Faith Evans, and his mother, who flew in from New York, officials said. Although more than 1,000 people were said to be at the party, police said they had few eyewitnesses and even fewer solid leads to the shooting at the intersection of Fairfax Avenue and Wilshire Boulevard.

At the time of the shooting, hundreds of industry executives and musicians were pouring out of the Petersen museum after organizers decided to shut the party down, apparently because of the overflow crowd, according to police. Many of the guests fled in panic as the shots rang out. Some detectives are worried about a repeat of the stalled investigation into the murder of Tupac Shakur. That rap star--a rival to Wallace--was fatally shot on the busy Las Vegas Strip in September, but police there have complained that witnesses refused to cooperate. The Shakur case remains unsolved.

Detectives said they are investigating whether Wallace's death is linked to bicoastal tensions within the rap world, but had nothing solid to go on.  Wallace, a 6-foot-3 man who weighed 380 pounds and also went by the name Biggie Smalls, lived in New Jersey and was in Los Angeles to record music and to attend Friday night's Soul Train Music Awards and related festivities. His next album was scheduled to come out in two weeks.

It's title was kind of grimly ironic:Mr. stated that "Life after Death. ‘til Death Do Us Part." Wallace had said in an interview with The Times last week that his injuries in a car accident a few months ago had convinced him to "slow down. and think about what you're gonna do with the rest of your life." But he remained stoic about his future, saying he had stopped believing that his stature in the rap industry could insulate him from its volatility. 

 "There's nothing that protects you from the inevitable. If it's going to happen, it's going to happen, no matter what you do," he said. "It doesn't matter if you clean up your life and present yourself differently, what goes around comes around, man. It's crazy for me to even think. That a rapper can't get killed just because he raps. I'm stupid for even thinking that it couldn't." An ex-crack dealer from Brooklyn who had several brushes with the law, Wallace often found himself at the center of speculation about a cross-continent feud between himself and West Coast rap players such as Shakur and industry mogul Marion "Suge" Knight.

                            

Nicki Vs Remy

                                                 

What’s the issue between two good female Rappers Nicki Minaj and Remy Ma is it because of some type of jealousness or is this beef personal beef? Hmmm….. You might heard that from the past few weeks Nicki Minaj was throwing shots towards anybody that feel like they can take the crown of queen of rap. Remy Ma drop a dis tape of Nicki Minaj talking about her life and how her body fake and how she will never be the queen of rap etc. Just slandering her name. 

Less than a week on Feb. 25 there was a release of Remy Ma’s “ShETHER,” a venomous track that digs into Minaj from literally every angle for almost seven minutes, came as a shocking to many, others saw this exact moment boiling up over the course of the past decade and then some. As the Bronx rapper spits each disrespectful bar over the same Ron Browz-produced “Ether” beat Nas used to annihilate Jay Z in 2001, the gravity of the arguably inevitable battle escalates to new heights, placing a newfound pressure for Minaj to fire back. When looking back on the unruly frenemy-style relationship between The Pink-Print rapper and the Plata O Plomo MC, it’s as clear as day that neither of the two have been willing to loosen their grasp on the crown nor let their vision stray far from the throne of being the best or queen of rap. 

Both have had their sights set on the title of Queen of Rap and tactfully make moves to secure their own respective kingdoms. This beef also brings us back to one of hip-hop’s oldest turf wars, the Bronx versus Queens. As we know at the time in which Remy was incarcerated in 2008, Nicki Minaj was first gaining momentum through hustling mixtapes and albums. When the Terror Squad MC was released from prison in 2014, she found herself stepping into a time where Minaj was already established as a household name. At the time, Minaj was enjoying the fruits of her labor following the release of her third studio album and began diving into the acting world. 

As Remy picked up where she left off, continuing to carve her own lane and work her way up to scoring a recent nominee, alongside Fat Joe, at the 2017 Grammy Awards, the looming beef between her and Minaj hasn’t soon disappeared. Although, at the time of this report, Minaj has not yet indulged in the temptation to tear into Remy Ma on wax and remains unbothered, their history reminds us that this is, after all, a game of chess, not checkers.